Its 9:10 in the evening. I look up a the dark sky. I saw the Orion. I’m listening to my favorite song. I ponder on my life. What did I do to deserve this fate? Am I really that evil of a person? I can’t find the answers. Maybe I really am a demon. I don’t know. My thoughts are jumbled. I am on my limits. I don’t think I can still hold on much before I completely snap. I know I need a professional assistance but I’m too scared of what they will say, or what I might accidentally say. I snapped out of the zone. I continued to walk. I’m looking at the pavements, the fences and houses. I’m pretty disappointed that I have to go back to this world. I wish I can stay in the zone. Forever.